We both matter, don't we?

HOLY SHIT I MISSED MY TWO YEAR BLOG ANNIVERSERAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANIVERSARY ANNIVERSERY ANNIVERSARAY? how the fuck do you spell that?? I DONT KNOW. spelling suxxx.
Anyway, late happy birthday to me! This is officially the longest I have ever stuck at ANYTHING, ha ha ha!

ahhhhh my gaaaad

HAPPY BLOGIRTHDAY!!!! one year today <3 Its been rad.

I was gonna fill this post up with oscar acceptance speeches, but on most of them embedding is disabled :( You gotta watch THIS ONE though.Charlize Theron winning for Monster is another favourite even though Kieran thinks I am the biggest saddo loserrrrr for crying along with her.

Anyway since that plan has failed.... LETS HAVE A FUCKING PARTY!











I love you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


sometimes

Rainy days and sundays always get me down.

Actually it has been bloody hot today which is nice. Thats an old picture and actually I know I look awful in it. Evidentally it is Kieran's birthday tomorrow, so we're off to Thorpe park for the day which will be fun fun fun I am sure. I have been so pro active these last few weeks, doing things every day. Its getting to the point where I need a rest. Well I am heading back home to suffolk on friday for the summer. I get one day of rest at least before I start work. Im gonna be working like billy o this summer.
Siobhan just sent me a link to this here website lookbook. Im thinking of joining but I dont know. it is sort of everything I want to be and everything I hate all in one go. Actually you have to go through some random application before you can register on the site so I dont know if I will. You have to give a link to a blog, so I guess someone from the site might be reading this. IN that case hello yah I would quite like to join because actually, it would be quite fun and actually I dont think anyone in Reading apreciates my style so maybe a little bit of anonamous ego rubber dubbing will be quite nice for me. Or maybe it will just depress me because to be fair no one ever pays any attention to me on those sorts of websites. In actual fact I dont think anyone reads here so I suppose I am just talking to myself. Hello Toby you are looking quite nice today, thank you for saying so you dont look so bad yourself. Tragic.

By the seventh day God had finished the work He had been doing.

But I aint God (I don't think) so I aint finished. yes, still doing this bastard essay. only like 600 words to go though so the slog is almost over and YES IT WILL BE OVER by tonight. PROMISE. in fact i definately wont post another blog untill it is done. so the next post will totally be a CELEBRATION! The theme of the party is fancy dress so get your costumes ready. I am wearing the costume above. sorry! its shotgun'D! there will also be cakes and sushi and some loverly party songs so why not pop back later and join in the fun. We can all give me a pat on the back and say wow Toby(/God?) you are really so great I am so glad you have finally finished that bastard essay and actually yeah it was amazing in the end.