Im gonna sick you out.

This is pretty much what I wore for New Years Eve, but yaknow a bit more embellished for Jesus. Ive had this cardigan forever, I think I got it from like a jumble sale or something. And the black shaggy waistcoat Im wearing underneath has pretty much been my favourite item of clothing this winter. I usually wear it on the outside but sometimes just so it peeps through, even though it makes me look pretty fat that way. Ive shown this shirt before, I got it for free from a big pile of weird clothes and costumes that for some reason got donated to my art department a few years ago. I painted the black on it though. Im holding a skull because thats always nice and the red tie is because the chain isnt joined so I joined it together with a ribbon. fucking FASCINATING isnt it. Well not really but people like to know this shit and also Im annoyed because I spent ages editing this shit for my first lookbook picture but then when I went to post it I realise it went against pretty much every one of their rules. motherfuck!!!!!! Anyway so it ended up here which is probably better because you know how neglectful I have been. Thanks for your time, hi I love you. I was going to call this post O holy night but then I remembered Christmas is over.

or, yknow, dont.

Rainy days and sundays always get me down.

Actually it has been bloody hot today which is nice. Thats an old picture and actually I know I look awful in it. Evidentally it is Kieran's birthday tomorrow, so we're off to Thorpe park for the day which will be fun fun fun I am sure. I have been so pro active these last few weeks, doing things every day. Its getting to the point where I need a rest. Well I am heading back home to suffolk on friday for the summer. I get one day of rest at least before I start work. Im gonna be working like billy o this summer.
Siobhan just sent me a link to this here website lookbook. Im thinking of joining but I dont know. it is sort of everything I want to be and everything I hate all in one go. Actually you have to go through some random application before you can register on the site so I dont know if I will. You have to give a link to a blog, so I guess someone from the site might be reading this. IN that case hello yah I would quite like to join because actually, it would be quite fun and actually I dont think anyone in Reading apreciates my style so maybe a little bit of anonamous ego rubber dubbing will be quite nice for me. Or maybe it will just depress me because to be fair no one ever pays any attention to me on those sorts of websites. In actual fact I dont think anyone reads here so I suppose I am just talking to myself. Hello Toby you are looking quite nice today, thank you for saying so you dont look so bad yourself. Tragic.