Hello essay I hate you please go away.

YA! Its the first of (probably) many essay avoidance posts! yipee! IN MY DEFENCE my internet hasnt been working most of the day, so I HAVE been doing lots of reading and I have managed just under 500 words (just under a quarter? eek). I also managed to tidy my room? AND its a good job I did coz i sorta found the source of a certain smell thats been in there the last few days... cat wee on my skinny jeans? ok ok ok too much information, Iamusuallycleanipromiseivejustbeenreallybusy ok ok ok. So anyways, because my internets have been jammed, I havent been able to get onto spotify which was hella annoying at first, but then kinda fun coz it made me get out all of my old favourite CDs. so yeah here is just a selection of songs Ive been listening to (lazypost):





(I hate those fan made clipart youtube videos, but whatevr just close your eyes)


This was the first time I ever heard Martha wainwright back in 2005, and Ive never looked back. I cant remember if Ive seen her twice or three times now, but she is so incredible I really think I need to see her again again. Oh it is definately 3, maybe 4 actually.



I also started watching the Karen Carpenter story today. I sort of feel like theres been a few made? well this one was sorta sweet like late 80s early 90s sorta vibe. I mean it was sort of terrible like one of those cheap ones made for lifetime (is that right?) but I enjoyed it so far, plus i loveloveolove the carpenters. I think Ill finish watching it tomorrow.



Recently Ive done a couple of posts which are basically just songs and nothing more, so sorry if these are boring and clog up yo bloglovin, but basically sometimes I just don't know what to write.

you bloody motherfucking asshole

Today has been strange. It was sunny which was nice, so I chose an appropriate outfit, my 3.1 phillip lim smiley face t shirt and a light cardigan. I thought I looked good as I walked out the house. This soon changed after a van went past me with some cunts shouting abuse at me. and you know shit like this never effects me and I found it quite funny, and I didnt even realy hear what they said coz i was listening to my musics, but still. So i went into the studio for a meeting and came back and some builders (i hate builders! stupid pigs) shouted something at me too. Now honestly these things didnt effect me, but Im so annoyed at myself because I still changed when I got back. theres builders doing roadworks all along where I have to walk and I just couldnt be bothered with it again. All afternoon ive een in a bad mood about it though.
This afternoon I had a crit of the work Ive been doing over easter, and it actually went really good which was nice. Since then Ive just been outside in the sun.
Im now watching Trapped, my favourite programme on cbbc!