Hello essay I hate you please go away.

YA! Its the first of (probably) many essay avoidance posts! yipee! IN MY DEFENCE my internet hasnt been working most of the day, so I HAVE been doing lots of reading and I have managed just under 500 words (just under a quarter? eek). I also managed to tidy my room? AND its a good job I did coz i sorta found the source of a certain smell thats been in there the last few days... cat wee on my skinny jeans? ok ok ok too much information, Iamusuallycleanipromiseivejustbeenreallybusy ok ok ok. So anyways, because my internets have been jammed, I havent been able to get onto spotify which was hella annoying at first, but then kinda fun coz it made me get out all of my old favourite CDs. so yeah here is just a selection of songs Ive been listening to (lazypost):





(I hate those fan made clipart youtube videos, but whatevr just close your eyes)


This was the first time I ever heard Martha wainwright back in 2005, and Ive never looked back. I cant remember if Ive seen her twice or three times now, but she is so incredible I really think I need to see her again again. Oh it is definately 3, maybe 4 actually.



I also started watching the Karen Carpenter story today. I sort of feel like theres been a few made? well this one was sorta sweet like late 80s early 90s sorta vibe. I mean it was sort of terrible like one of those cheap ones made for lifetime (is that right?) but I enjoyed it so far, plus i loveloveolove the carpenters. I think Ill finish watching it tomorrow.



Recently Ive done a couple of posts which are basically just songs and nothing more, so sorry if these are boring and clog up yo bloglovin, but basically sometimes I just don't know what to write.

Rainy days and sundays always get me down.

Actually it has been bloody hot today which is nice. Thats an old picture and actually I know I look awful in it. Evidentally it is Kieran's birthday tomorrow, so we're off to Thorpe park for the day which will be fun fun fun I am sure. I have been so pro active these last few weeks, doing things every day. Its getting to the point where I need a rest. Well I am heading back home to suffolk on friday for the summer. I get one day of rest at least before I start work. Im gonna be working like billy o this summer.
Siobhan just sent me a link to this here website lookbook. Im thinking of joining but I dont know. it is sort of everything I want to be and everything I hate all in one go. Actually you have to go through some random application before you can register on the site so I dont know if I will. You have to give a link to a blog, so I guess someone from the site might be reading this. IN that case hello yah I would quite like to join because actually, it would be quite fun and actually I dont think anyone in Reading apreciates my style so maybe a little bit of anonamous ego rubber dubbing will be quite nice for me. Or maybe it will just depress me because to be fair no one ever pays any attention to me on those sorts of websites. In actual fact I dont think anyone reads here so I suppose I am just talking to myself. Hello Toby you are looking quite nice today, thank you for saying so you dont look so bad yourself. Tragic.